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First Love

Been hearing a lot about a thailand movie entitled "First Love" aka "A Crazy Little Thing Called Love".

They say it's one of the most romantic movies ever made.

The main actors are certainly pretty enough to catch your attention.

The male lead: Mario Muarer as Chone

The female lead: Fern Pimchanok as Nam

Here's the synopsis of the movie:

Nam is a young and ordinary highschool girl, unattractive with nerd glasses and dark skin tone. She has a big crush on a heartthrob senior (Chone) at school. To make him see that she exists in his world, the girl tries to improve her physical look and attempts to become the star at school. However, her crush seems not to pay any attention to her yet.

 I have to say Fern Pimchanok is really pretty in real life

But I guess I should have watched this when I'm not nursing a broken heart. It was Bittersweet for me.

I Feel Dumb and Numb

I feel tired due to my tossing and turning the other night.
I've finally decided to start forgetting him.
He's really such a tease.
Until now he texts me about how much he misses me.
I KNOW that he has feeling for me too but he's in a relationship right now.
Growing up, I promised myself I wouldn't be some mans other woman.
So even though it hurts to walk away from him, that's what I have to do.
If he truly wants me and wants to be with me... he knows what he have to do.

My Heartbreak Poem

I love you but why am I not yours
I love you but you love someone else
It hurts to know that you'll never be mine
I know that but still I pine

Please let him go, o heart of mine
Coz enoughs enough
Please wake up and give me the courage to finally say goodbye